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Monday, October 13, 2008

i'll miss you 

often times something happens that knocks you out of your comfort zone - a harsh awakening that things should never be taken for granted, that people should be cherished while they are still around. when i heard the news today, i was... shocked? upset? devastated? hurt? i didn't have a clue - nada, zilch - that something like that was so imminent, or that it would even happen in the remote future. i don't know how i would feel come next year, when i walk past and can't see, hear, smell, anymore. i don't know why i am so affected by the news. i don't know why. and i have the feeling i'm not going to recover that quickly.

so many things i want to say. but i have no idea where to start.

i dreamt of you yesterday. was it a sign?

goodbye. you've always been my favourite. and you always will be.

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