Sunday, October 31, 2004
mood: whatever
sometimes i really envy it when i hear about you talking about your friends. because after some thought, i realise that i don't have a single friend with whom i'm so close. the kind of connection you have with your friends - i don't think i have felt it before.
was reading somebody's blog just now, and it struck me how easy words are. it's the action behind the words that are tough. really brought back many memories. it's hard to believe that you can be so close to somebody, you think you really really love this person, and then it all ends, as quickly and simply as the snap of the fingers. the devastation and despair that follows is life-consuming, heart-wrenching, soul-sapping.
am i contradicting myself? i say i don't have a single friend with whom i am so close, and then i say you can be so close to somebody.
i'm a contradiction. i vary between extremes. i'm hazardous. i'm boring and fun. i'm dull and weird. i'm hot-blooded and cold. i am, and i am not.
is it unhealthy to develop withdrawal symptoms? i love listening to your stories.
was reading somebody's blog just now, and it struck me how easy words are. it's the action behind the words that are tough. really brought back many memories. it's hard to believe that you can be so close to somebody, you think you really really love this person, and then it all ends, as quickly and simply as the snap of the fingers. the devastation and despair that follows is life-consuming, heart-wrenching, soul-sapping.
am i contradicting myself? i say i don't have a single friend with whom i am so close, and then i say you can be so close to somebody.
i'm a contradiction. i vary between extremes. i'm hazardous. i'm boring and fun. i'm dull and weird. i'm hot-blooded and cold. i am, and i am not.
is it unhealthy to develop withdrawal symptoms? i love listening to your stories.
