Tuesday, October 14, 2003
catching up
met up at an old fren's place for bbq on sat. realized that i haven't seen some of them for years! one of my ex-classmates is getting married early next year. time flies! sometimes it's quite unbelievable. miss those times we had when we were studying. now everyone is so grown up. but some things still don't change.
to M:
i was really rotten to you towards the end of our 2nd year in jc. i had no idea why i became like that. we used to be so close and inseparable. then somehow something in me changed. i said harsh words to you. looking back, i think i was very cruel. it would be perfectly appropriate for you to never speak to me again. but you didn't cast unwelcome glances upon me. nevertheless, something has changed. somehow you didn't seem as... trusting as before. and that's perfectly understandable. you were one of the few best friends i ever had. i miss our beautiful friendship. i never did ask you this... will you forgive me?
i don't know why i wrote all that. i have no reason to believe that she will read what i wrote, unless i give her my blog add. should i?
to M:
i was really rotten to you towards the end of our 2nd year in jc. i had no idea why i became like that. we used to be so close and inseparable. then somehow something in me changed. i said harsh words to you. looking back, i think i was very cruel. it would be perfectly appropriate for you to never speak to me again. but you didn't cast unwelcome glances upon me. nevertheless, something has changed. somehow you didn't seem as... trusting as before. and that's perfectly understandable. you were one of the few best friends i ever had. i miss our beautiful friendship. i never did ask you this... will you forgive me?
i don't know why i wrote all that. i have no reason to believe that she will read what i wrote, unless i give her my blog add. should i?
